HAPPY CHINK CHEENA NEW YEAR! :D
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trying to make it a happy one but kinda to no avail,
till just now
muahaha ang baos flowing in
pineapple tarts flowing into my mouth too
stomach growing BIGGER
lol
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money money money
black jack just now was encouraging haha
i thought my luck was bottom of the ocean this yr
then again MAYB NOT ;)
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i did something really stupid just now
i don't know why did i do that
mayb i just didn't want to except the fact,
mayb i just cldn't
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everything seems so surreal,
so sudden to me
can't help but wish it was just a nightmare
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but its constantly on my mind
reminding me of that plan that we made,
how i wish nothing happened,
that i would wake up tmr and everything's the same
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Pacific sun, you should have warned us, it gets so cold here.
And the night can freeze before you set it on fire.
And our flares go unnoticed.
Diminished, faded just as soon as they are fired.
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These heights are dizzying,
And the climb can kill you long before the fall.
And our trails go unmarked and unmapped
Covered just as soon as they are crossed.
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Oh, how we've shouted, how we've screamed,
Take notice, take interest,
take me with you.
But all our fears fall on deaf ears tonight.
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They're burning the roads they built to lead us to the light.
And blinding our hearts with their shining lies,
While closing our caskets cold and tight
But I'm dying to live...