“I’m the type who’d be happy not going anywhere as long as I was sure I knew exactly what was happening at the places I wasn’t going to.''

–Andy Warhol

its easier to ans to our ourselves when we know what we're missing out on?

cool beans manzzxxxzz

so philosophical,

hoho missed sch today decided to run away from scary maths

how i wish god send a polyclinic my way thats just below my hse

so i don't have to spend 20 bucks when im ILL

& i just realised trying hard to match your symptoms

just to make it look real

is gonna backfire!

cuz its gonna cost you more MORE!

the doc is gonna prescribe more pills for you that ure not gonna consume

& that just happened to me.

:(

ive been worrying about so much lately,

guilt engulfs me

& sch's not the same without mich,

i miss all the laughing in the rain while sharing umbrella,

gossiping at the fitness corner,

all those stupid jokes and lame shits.

pray to god its nothing serious,

i hope everything is gonna turn out fine,

& she be back and humping in no time.

HEAL!

Cursed by my imagination,

teaming with echoes of situations.

Polishing my social skills,

with one more drink, and two more pills.

I do not feel good, I thought by now I would.

But then again.

It's all just a numbing charade

Until the day you finally wake up,

and you're not afraid.

Bound by my own disposition, the endless hunt to find fruition.

I'm insatiable, even if my cup is full.

My sore throats, are now routine.

I've got to write those songs, make 'em scream.

They're insatiable, even if their ears are full.

But then again.
It's like one thousand paper cuts,soaked in vinegar.
Like the battles with yourself,
that leave you insecure.
It's all just a numbing charade
Until the day you finally wake up,
and you're not afraid.

thanks shar for The spill canvas!

all their songs damn nice can!

'i believe music is free' - gpy

haha share the love yo

many peopl getting sick these few days

physically/emotionally/spiritually?

get well soon people

be strong & increase you intake of Vitamin-Me

lol :)

There, its changed :)

no more complains or comments on the skin,

i hope

This song really touched me,

goosebumps?

yeah me too

Where am I? Where are you?

There's so much time so little to do

We're busy doing nothing cause it's vanity we prize.

You can't see nothing cause you can't see through your eyes.

They're covered with a film, you're blinded by yourself.

You're the one to blame but you pretend it's someone else.

Life could you be a little softer to me.

Life could you be a more gentle to me.

Yeah I know this is a selfish plea,

Because Christ sacrificed His flesh

On the cross for me

But this world is hard,

It's cruel and I wish it could be

Softer to me

I'm still alive. That much is true

I've never lied, well, I guess I've told a few.

The conversation got too deep, I shrug and tell you I' don't know.

This life can get so hard, this world can be so cruel,

Sometimes I fall apart

I feel just like a useless tool

Yeah I know this is a selfish plea,
Because Christ sacrificed His flesh
On the cross for me

WEEKEND'S FORECAST: HAILSTONES COMING MY WAY

LOL

:D

today is a great day to start my weekends

felt like im in j1 again slack in school & off to town

met up with lyd, mandy & ter

went impromptu cny shopping!

godbless mum's also in town so i can live off her muahaha

hahaha bought zara tops!

lol its good to have enemies ard like ter to give me unbiased opinions

was just alking about phs days

& guess what! bumped into caryn, joey and dexter at fareast!

what a coincidence man today is really like phs day

suddenly miss the goodoledays awwww

caught up alot with ter and mandy over at borders bistro

:D

its just so nice chatting about the past, present & future

lol i can't imagine next yr this time my life would be like theirs

its a bittersweet feeling i guess

glad that ive managed to live till A'S

sad that ive to pay adult fare! :(

& i think im gonna be on a food strike next 2 days

swensence creamy pasta ytd & pasta today again

i have absolutely no self-control man im a pig!

okayyy tmr gng to go study for hailstone,

er i mean milestone haha

hopefully will complete the task without any DETOURS

.

Ignorance is most of the time bliss

sometimes we just got to put ourselves in someone else's shoe
see things from their perspective
& try to understand, not to judge

scary how things are not always what it seems
sad how the truth can be uglier than the lies

CREEPY!

omg something horribly creepy just happened to me

:O

im still rather in shock seriously

im supermassively sure im not imagining things!

haha don't tell me i think too much cuz im not

whats gng on now? i really don't know

bro said it was the higher power

and that really made me laugh despite having hair on the back of my neck standing

rofl

oh god somehow i really hoped im hallucinating seriously

due to stress of whatever

but im certain, IM NOT!

man how am i gonna slp tonight?

gonna slp with the lights on

:( god help me

but its nice to know u can always call ur friends and whine to them!

haha

:D